I am completely done.
It’s amazing how fast downwards spirals start.
I’m not even sad. I’m not anything. I am completely just a sack of flesh with no emotions inside of me.
And apparently no brain either. Holy fuck the amount of absolutely and brilliantly retarded things I did tonight were endless.
And I don’t even care.
I don’t care.
I don’t care about anything.
Tonight probably doesn’t qualify as the worst night of my life.
But it also probs made top five.
I think it is very important to be with someone who feels lucky to be with you, and who showcases that.
I think being shown off and bragged about in really subtle ways is probably a good thing.
I don’t know.
I feel like complete ass fuckery today.
Want to go to bed forever.
I bet you never thou-